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Old Sep 20, 2010, 10:52 PM
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I am so scared as I have many things that are happening at once, in the next 30 days: my work has announced lay offs, I will have a baby due (joyful but scary), I have a friend who has said she is going to end it on her birthday and a brother who just left of Afghanistan. I am not sure way all this is happening now, I wake up at 4:30am every morning to a panic attack.

I am trying learn that I am not in charge or responsible and use the serenity prayer.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
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So scared Change is on the way.
I am but a small boat in the ocean.
GOD PLEASE KEEP ME AFLOAT ANOTHER DAY, HELP ME MAKE MY WAY.

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Old Sep 20, 2010, 10:55 PM
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Old Sep 20, 2010, 11:09 PM
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Dear Scout,,, there is not one of us who sinks or swims who does not affect another,,, keeping you in my thoughts, Gus
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Old Sep 21, 2010, 12:41 AM
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hang in there, scout. u're right, lots going on that you have no control over. just stay in today and not project the outcomes. try to focus on the positives...baby soon!!!
as for your brother, i will definitely keep him in my prayers. i'm an army mom so can relate to that concern.
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Old Sep 21, 2010, 03:40 PM
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lonescout....you will be fine dont worry ,you have a lot of problems and it is normal to be down right now ,try not to give up
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Old Sep 22, 2010, 06:50 PM
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Thank u so much for the caring. I deeply appreachate it. I am trying so hard :-)
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Old Sep 22, 2010, 10:00 PM
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I am in so much pain too. You are not alone. For what it is worth, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Old Sep 23, 2010, 12:41 AM
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I am trying so hard :-)


I am proud of you Keep fighting LoneScout
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Old Sep 24, 2010, 08:12 PM
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Lonescout, take breaks when you need to, take care of yourself ok?
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Old Sep 24, 2010, 11:01 PM
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How are you feeling LoneScout
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 11:03 PM
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I am making it... My brother is with the Army leadership and he has returned from the Mideast unharmed. Today friends came over to be with me, I felt blessed.

I am humbled to tears by your caring.


Thank you

So scared Change is on the way.
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Old Oct 09, 2010, 03:07 PM
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Things are starting to work out.
I am making it, staying busy, staying positive & hopeful.

How?
By helping people I ran a Depression and Bipolar support group in Chicago, and it made me feel so in powered to help someone else.

So scared Change is on the way.
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Old Oct 17, 2010, 07:16 AM
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Lonescout that last post of yours made me smile. I hope you can continue to feel empowered. *hug*
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Old Oct 17, 2010, 12:01 PM
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Hello friends,

My friend did not kill herself on her 40th birthday as she said she would, thank god. And is now getting professional help.

My wife delivered a little girl on 10-11-10 we named her evelyn, she is healthy and my wife is recouperating after 3 surguries.

I guess out of the three events all three turned out okay.

Thank u all for ur support.
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