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Oct 17, 2010, 11:43 AM
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I don't know why, but I am feeling so angry today. I hate getting up to another day, knowing I have nothing to look forward to. I'm sick of living like this, I'm sick of feeing jealous of other people. Other than my daughter, I can't feel happy for anyone. How can I when I'm so unhappy and feel I have nothing? Today I have to do laundry and go food shopping, that's the highlight of my stupid life. But what's really funny is I like wallowing in anger much better than wallowing in depression. It makes me feel alive, it's better than being stressed out and worried all the time.
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Oct 17, 2010, 12:05 PM
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((Kiffygirl0793)) - well that makes two of us because I also have to go grocery shopping and laundry too lol. Some say depression is anger turned inwards so a little constructive outward anger is okay in moderation. Maybe you and your daughter can do something together. Meditation is great for calming anger too. Give yourself credit for even having the energy to do those tasks. I hope your day turns out better than expected.
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Oct 17, 2010, 01:21 PM
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I think I'm upset today because it would have been my 18-year wedding anniversary today and here I am divorced and life has not turned out as expected. But whose has, I guess. Getting divorced was the right decision, still sucks though. I just wish I was a nicer person and could be happier for people when good things happen to them. Unfortunately, I'm not
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Oct 18, 2010, 04:27 PM
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Oct 18, 2010, 06:51 PM
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Like you, when I start to get upset at myself for feeling angry I try to remind myself that at least I am feeling SOMETHING. All too often, I am blocked in my feelings, or depressed to the point I don't feel at all.
Either way, I am sorry you are having a hard day and I applaud you for voicing your anger!
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Oct 18, 2010, 07:00 PM
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i actually enjoy wallowing in my anger more then my depression as well i still have yet to understand this but i do understand how the feeling of it is exhilarating it makes me feel alive its incrediable
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