[jakie0406]

On 1/27/11?? I tried to commit suicide, obviously it didn't work. Anyway my mom found out and on the 31 she took me to St. Mary's Hospital, a place with a psych wing just for teens. Anyway she brought me there and I was admitted for a week.
Now I can't stand it, i'm so stressed, and depressed (even though they put me on Lexapro..I know drugs don't always work but.) and wow does it suck. I keep feeling like I need to go back there ( even though I hated it) and I don't know what to do.
I faked it all to get out of there I said I wasn't suicidal just to get the hell out. I feel like I need to redo it so I can get the help I really need... But I dont know, I guess I just need help... lots of it.

[Leed]

Hi ~ Your medication probably hasn't kicked in yet. Some of these meds take up to 4-6 weeks to work. Someone should have told you that. But if you really think you want to go back, tell your mother!!! She WON'T BE MAD!! She will be glad that you were honest with her. Just tell her that you don't think you're better -- tell her that you're feeling suicidal and you need to go back.

Your Mom's first concern is with your SAFETY and your well-being!!! She isn't going to be upset if you aren't well. Please tell her -- tell her RIGHT NOW. Don't wait, sweetie. The sooner you get there, the better you'll be. I've been there before - I understand. God bless. Hugs, Lee