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Old Oct 04, 2005, 10:35 AM
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Like a wind that sweeps you under and leaves your body powerless and drowning...so is my rage.
I want to fight. I need to fight. It will be the only way to survive.
But my mind is weakened by the memories of the past.
My body is whipped by the chilling fact that I am a worthless,useless knick knack that is put in the box for the next yard sale.
But that sale never comes. It just sits in the box, collecting dust. Being forgotten about how happy it made you when you first received it as a gift. Now there is no room for it, no use. It got broken and instead of caring for it and trying to repair the damage you just shoved me in a box.
My rage is now at a point, it seems, of no return.
I want to beat and pound and wail. I want to cut, burn and bury.
I want relief, I beg for it. But it never seems to come.
I am on life support but it seems like that isn't allowing me to grow stronger. It just allows me to not slip all the way under.

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Old Oct 04, 2005, 10:42 AM
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rage, for me, can be all consuming and focusless for me.

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Old Oct 04, 2005, 01:28 PM
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I am so done!
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Old Oct 04, 2005, 01:30 PM
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My rage is building...my hopes are dwindling..my soul is dying
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Old Oct 04, 2005, 03:13 PM
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Still have a lot of burning issues but just found out my commission pay for last month and it is helping ease the pain of my horrible day!
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Old Oct 04, 2005, 04:04 PM
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(((((((((((SUSAN)))))))))))))
Somebody, somewhere wants that little broken knickknack in that old dusty box-more than anything else in the world.
They probably just missed the yard sale.
FIGHT LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!
My rage is building...my hopes are dwindling..my soul is dying
Remember that very wise saying...
Don't let the turkeys get you down!!!!
Keep trudging along, Susan-keep taking it day by day. Understand that you're stronger then you realize. My rage is building...my hopes are dwindling..my soul is dying
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Old Oct 05, 2005, 12:00 AM
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