[tymewilltell11]

hello.. i have served int he military..and no im not dealing with PTSD..i didnt see combat. my service was one of my high points in my life and i dont like the person in which i've become. things didnt bother me in the past now im riddled with depression. i take it out on my fiance (not physically) but my mood swings are awful. she's been one of 3 supportive people i have near me. and i dont want to run her off or anyone but i've become anti-social. i feel hopeless 90% of the time. im highly irratable,just a ball of emotion and its all pinned in. i have asked for help and all i get is..oh you're ok nothings wrong. if nothing is wrong why do i feel the way i do. this has even touched my performance at work. i used to hold my head high,now it hangs low. i feel that noone cares nor do they understand or wish to listen. i feel ALONE and afraid alot of the time. i feel pathetic

[Gus1234U]

dear Tyme,, what you are experiencing is a brain chemistry disorder,,, it responds best to early treatment,, some times, meds are enough, sometimes you need to learn some coping and management skills, just as with any other physical challenge. i hope you read thru the posts in here, and see what other people do, how they cope, how we support one another,, you might be able to distract and deflect a lot of that irritability out of your relationship~! best wishes~ Gus

[tymewilltell11]

Originally Posted by Gus1234U

dear Tyme,, what you are experiencing is a brain chemistry disorder,,, it responds best to early treatment,, some times, meds are enough, sometimes you need to learn some coping and management skills, just as with any other physical challenge. i hope you read thru the posts in here, and see what other people do, how they cope, how we support one another,, you might be able to distract and deflect a lot of that irritability out of your relationship~! best wishes~ Gus

thanks gus never quite heard that diagnosis and i know something has to be the matter. i really feel like im just a waste these days