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Dec 22, 2010, 09:59 PM
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today was BAD started at work, it was good day, then a girl came in wearing fivefinger shoes like i wear (see my pics) i was happy, yet jealous. i was standing around because i wanted SO bad to say something and when she walked by i tryied but she moved too fast and i could not get anything out. so for the last 1.5 of work i because very, upset and angry with myself and even very jealous because another person has my shoes! and she walked to the store so she must live very close, makes it even worse, because others are gonna see them more now. and they will no longer be 'special'. then one the drive home i started to get panicy, when i got home, my left eye just went nuts with a INTENSE sharp pain, like a knife in it! the pain was so bad i could not even get a moment to take a migrain pill! 10 mins later, dizzy, bumping into the walls, but i managed a pill, but i was seconds from calling 911. i was alone how would it look if a ambulance was in the driveway and the parents came home? could not eat ended up throwing out 1/2 a hotdog. so with the pill and 2 hrs of sleep the pain is gone. what the %$#@ happened today?? after i felt better i put on my fivefingers and still got them on, but i wish i could have said somthing to that girl!! im just so #$%^ at myself!!!
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Dec 23, 2010, 10:54 AM
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I am sorry yeasterday was such a difficult day. It takes so little in my world to set off a migraine that I always feel like I am walking on egg shells.
Glad you made it home safe and I hope you are doing better.
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Dec 23, 2010, 11:10 AM
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ooh {{{{Ariesmars}}}}, i hope you find a way to manage those emotions,, having the migraines is a terrible consequence~! won't you try coming to some of the Hosted Chats, and see if there are skills that will help you ? Best Wishes~~~ Gus
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Dec 23, 2010, 12:43 PM
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That was quite the event, Ariesmars! I'm really sorry it had to end with a severe migraine. I'm glad you've composed this report -- it's excellent for discussing with your therapist.
I wonder if the girl learned about Vibrams from you? ((((((( Ariesmars! )))))))  
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Dec 23, 2010, 11:18 PM
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 right now i got 2 issues. modem and router is working and dad pc is working but my pc is not connecting to the network and it driving me crazy! see post in general chat. other issue is about the laser treatment consultation. dont want to get into it yet, wait until i get pc fixed. |
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Dec 26, 2010, 10:31 PM
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ok well, the computers are all working now..whew. purchased a usb network thingy for my pc. guess the builtin one took a vacation. i went to fly my parachute and plane on saturday, just another day to me. It flew great, well other than the torque roll and trim settings i need to make. here a vid
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Dec 27, 2010, 01:27 AM
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Hope flying your parachute helped you to get some of those of those feelings out, it sounds it's a hobby of yours? Hobbies are good, I wish I had more!
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Jan 02, 2011, 05:23 PM
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oh no! another shoe sighting. a guy wearing my black pair at wally world (wal-mart). since i wore them and mine were spotted, now others are getting them and spreading the word. i dont like it. im getting no credit!
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Jan 02, 2011, 11:14 PM
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had eyepain and needed a pill, now very depressed.
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Jan 03, 2011, 11:26 AM
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G'day, ((((((( Ariesmars! )))))))
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This reminds me how we can never really know the full impact of our words and actions. Quote:
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Jan 04, 2011, 12:43 AM
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| Gently1, Rohag
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Jan 06, 2011, 10:36 PM
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funny but the tune at 2:23-2:37 really hit me and made me cry. its too touching or im just a wuss. what is the name of this heart hurting tune? |
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Jan 07, 2011, 09:08 AM
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Lyrics Google search for videos Your spirit really switched gears fast from the comedy of the video to the passion of the music. Does music often move you, Ariesmars?
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Jan 07, 2011, 06:40 PM
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 certain music does. gentle, caring, sweet, soft music. i cant follow the words, it is the tune that is so heart touching.Quote:
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Jan 07, 2011, 11:20 PM
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would anyone care or notice, other than rohag, if i just disappeared?
afterall i aint nobody and i just wanna go home
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