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Mar 14, 2011, 11:27 AM
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Exhausted. Got maybe 3 hours of sleep last night. Managed to drag myself out to see the doctor and my counselor. She wasn't available today but she took one look at me and squeezed me in for fifteen minutes between appointments, and I'm going to see her over her lunch break on Wednesday. The fact that she would do that means I must REALLY not be well. It's funny. I hit a certain point where the depression just ... is. There are no degrees of depression anymore, not that I can notice. It's just what I am, all the time.
I want to curl up in a ball and shut myself away from the world. Setting foot outside my door sets my whole body trembling. I just want to get away from here, away from my life. I want to disappear and start over. I want to be somebody else, because I simply can't stand being me anymore. 
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Mar 14, 2011, 11:43 AM
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Mar 14, 2011, 12:13 PM
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Mar 14, 2011, 01:08 PM
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Rebecca I'm so sorry you're this down, I'm SO GLAD YOU HAVE A THERAPIST who does that, I hope she can help. thinking of you- if talking would help I'm here as always
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Mar 14, 2011, 03:37 PM
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(((((((((((((((JustFloating))))))))))))
I'm so glad you took the steps to see your T and your pdoc. Those are amazing steps and you should be so proud of yourself! That you are getting out and getting help is awesome. It takes so much strength to take these positive steps.  
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Mar 14, 2011, 03:59 PM
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(((Rebecca)))
Any chance you could try TMS? Glad you got an appointment with your counselor. Thinking of you. Elana
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Mar 14, 2011, 04:01 PM
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I just wanted to share some gentle ((hugs)) of comfort with you. My depression has been pretty bad so I'm hurting for you and hope you are feeling better soon.
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