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May 19, 2011, 03:57 PM
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I'm falling again....this deep black pit that I can never seem to get out of. Every time I start to climb out, something sucks me back in. I'm so tired. All the progress I make seems to disappear and I end up right back where I started. I really wonder what it's like to feel "normal"
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 Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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May 19, 2011, 04:59 PM
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(((hugs))) to you. I have been feeling very much the same way. 1 step forward, 2 steps back. Repeat, repeat, repeat. But I refuse to fall into that black pit again! Been there twice and just refuse to let it suck me in again.
"Normal" is only a setting on your clothes washer. I truly believe there is no one in life who is normal. I will settle for feeling more positive, but I don't think I ever have been, or will be "normal". Hang in there - don't give up. 
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May 19, 2011, 05:55 PM
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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May 22, 2011, 08:54 AM
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((((((CSC)))))))
In my opinion, progress is never destroyed, just lost temporarily. You never get sent back to the beginning because you have come so far, and even though you don't see it right now you have grown and are on the road to positive change. *hugs*
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May 22, 2011, 09:13 AM
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yep, 2 steps forward, 3 steps back
I had a shrink a lot of years ago and she advised that I stop making comparisons with the near past. I should look at where I am now and where I was a year ago. |
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Jun 02, 2011, 08:35 AM
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Just wondering how you're doing (((((CSC))))))
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Jun 02, 2011, 09:34 AM
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(((((((((((((((((Can't stop crying)))))))))))))))))))
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Jun 03, 2011, 12:04 PM
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CSC
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You must go on, I can't go on, I'll go on. - Samuel Beckett It's never too late to start all over again - Steppenwolf Every person carries with him or herself patterns of thinking, feeling, and potential acting which were learned throughout their lifetime...As soon as certain patterns...have established themselves...he must unlearn these...and unlearning is more difficult than learning for the first time. - Geert Hofstede |
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Jun 04, 2011, 12:47 AM
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I think I lost my way, trying to find the road back. 
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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Jun 05, 2011, 03:56 AM
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((((((((CSC))))))))) You can find your way back, try to be patient with yourself while you're searching
Thinking of you and here to talk *hugs*
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Jun 05, 2011, 07:55 AM
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King Dx Bipolar II Med-free for the time being |
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Jun 05, 2011, 06:35 PM
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(((((CSC))))) Hang in there. Things WILL get better.
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Jun 05, 2011, 07:06 PM
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I'm trying to believe this is a bump in the road and not a total breakdown. I promise I won't stop fighting...too many people need me. I guess I just feel kinda lost
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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Jun 05, 2011, 07:11 PM
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Second, there is no such thing as "normal". Everyone is so diverse that there is no real "normal" in society. If you're feeling this way you need to tell someone! Your therapist, pdoc, parent, guardian, friend, whoever it is make sure they can help you through it! Feel better, I'm here if you need to talk.
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Jun 05, 2011, 08:54 PM
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Thanks - I do have a wonderful therapist and doctor. They help me a great deal. Unfortunately - there are no magic wands to make these feelings disappear. I am currently and will continue to look for the light at the end of this darkness.
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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