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Meds. (lost track of number!), psychotherapy (EVERY kind), ECT, hospitalization... I am looking at TMS now. I cannot get out of bed most days, I cry at the drop of a hat, I've pushed everyone away. I can remember "me" from 19 years ago, and if I'm not too sad, I can still think of things I want to do (enjoy). I want to LIVE, not just exist. I am new at this forum thing, but I guess I am seeking...something...connection?
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Hello & Welcome, NOTINKANSASANYMORE!
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Hello and Welcome!
I agree, it is good that you still have some "want" left. You say there are still things you enjoy, when you're not feeling too sad. That's good! Try to expand on that, find new things that sound like fun. You may have to force yourself to have fun (I know I do sometimes), but it might work to make you feel better. It gets so frustrating when you have done everything you can and nothing is working. ![]() ![]() ![]()
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As she draws her final breath Just beyond the door he'll find her Taking her hand he softly says For the first time you can open your eyes And see the world without your sorrow Where no one knows the pain you left behind And all the peace you could never find Is waiting there to hold and keep you Welcome to the first day of your life Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight Safe on the other side No more tears to cry |
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