[XxLifexX]

My friend and my other friend have been on/off dating for five months. I was out of town for a month and they broke up. I got a text from my one friend who was in tears saying that she dumped him and filled me in on everything else. I then texted her just saying hello. She flipped out on me, and when I asked what I did to make her mad she said "Live." So... I got told from my best friend that I pissed her off for living. Then she has the nerve to call me last night saying that he was at her house earlier and that they're back together! I just flipped out on her. I told her that I can't deal with her s*** any more.
So I now only have one real friend. I recently thought I got over my depression. I was genuinely happy for the first time in a long, long, long time. There were some bumps in the road, but everything was a lot better. Now, I have the urge to cut and to go back to the drugs and alcohol that I've found comfort in for the past couple years.
I'm not asking for advice or help or anything, I just needed to get everything off my chest.
Thanks for reading.

[momo3kids]

I'm so sorry your friend was such an a$$hat. I know cutting is hard to resist i have been having the same fight with myself, You are not alone.

Listen sweety....when you were typing this post...you had every appropriate realization that your "friend " was over-the-top...and I agreed as I was reading.You then realized how "out there" it was for the friends next behavior.Please do not absorb this persons issues as if you are deserving of this treatment.Because you are not.Generally,when I cut...it is because I was hurt...then angry...suppressed the anger...because I didn't want to 'be mean'...though my anger was just.I then turned the anger inward.Please take a step back...breathe...and ask yourself...which of the two of you has a problem here.I think the other person.Please distract yourself with a nice bath,a hobby...or music which can elicit more power within you.Huggs.WO.olf