[danii24]

I cant get passed al these feels of hopelessness. i cant see any future for me any more. Some things in my life have gotten better but i still feel worse. My depression is hear the whole time. I try to end it all in april. but it didnt work. My family think im better now but they dont really understand. ive no1 to talk to because i cant talk to them about it and im on a waiting list for councilling. Since trying what i did in april ive had no support for my depression at all.

since then i feel the same. Im doing things like eating, sorting out college stuff the ususal day 2 day things but it niggles at me all the time. even when i dont feel depressed its because i push it out of my mind. i feel like im going to crack up on the inside. i dnt feel like i can cope with this for ever. i wish there was a key and i could turn of my mind and live like an empty shell. it would be easier

[SoupDragon]

Sorry you are having such a hard time danii24. Feeling so low is such a horrible place to be - it does get better though, so keep going and talk to us on here. Keep safe - SD

[pleaseexplain]

I wish I had the "answer" for your depressed feelings. I explain my depresion like I'm riding a roller coaster. Sometimes I'm down and then suddenly I'm up It's not like I'm manic but sometimes at least for a little while I'm ok. I hope you for that you a least get a few of the up times so you can at least have hope.

Originally Posted by danii24

I cant get passed al these feels of hopelessness. i cant see any future for me any more. Some things in my life have gotten better but i still feel worse. My depression is hear the whole time. I try to end it all in april. but it didnt work. My family think im better now but they dont really understand. ive no1 to talk to because i cant talk to them about it and im on a waiting list for councilling. Since trying what i did in april ive had no support for my depression at all.

since then i feel the same. Im doing things like eating, sorting out college stuff the ususal day 2 day things but it niggles at me all the time. even when i dont feel depressed its because i push it out of my mind. i feel like im going to crack up on the inside. i dnt feel like i can cope with this for ever. i wish there was a key and i could turn of my mind and live like an empty shell. it would be easier

[danii24]

yes i do feel ok some times but its not 4 long. its seems the depression is taking over completely. im jus stuck in a rut at the moment which isint helping

[OurLadysTears]

I don't have any words of wisdom to help you feel better, but I can relate to how you are feeling, as I've been feeling the same way off and on this past year. The past couple of months it has been more constant for me. I hope you can at least take some comfort in knowing you are not alone in this battle. I may be a few words on the computer screen, but if you could look further you would see a person and much like yourself, in a big pile of dog S***. *hugs* If you need to talk, PM me.