[hey_hey]

I say life is an one-person journey.

I really feel this way TODAY. I am, right now, staying with myself, thinking about how did I spend my last week. Work for one, busy as hell. Personal life seems a mess. Sometimes I feel I have many friends, but sometimes I don't. Sometimes people are around you make you feel so good, sometimes just the opposite. I want to hang on to something, but it's the hardest thing to do, because you just can't hang on to anyone.

Why don't I just take the road solo... so I don't get hurt. I am feeling so bad, because I kinda know there are people who still care about me, I don't know how much. what do I do? Trust again?

Just seems I am so not ready for anything. But life is slipping away...

((((((((((Toni)))))))))))))

I'm so sorry your relationships aren't what you want or need them to be right now. I know that is a painful place.

Life is a one-person journey because we are unique and we are all making a one unique journey.

To gather along the road people we care about or people that care about us is one of the challenge of the journey. Taking risk so that we can make our journey better is to each of us to decide. If we decide not to be alone we will be hurt along the way but we will also be love. Trust or not to trust? This depends on what we have gone through and how deeply we have been hurt. But we must not forget how sometime we are also so deeply love or care about.

Life is a one-person journey but we must not forget that we can include people in that journey and see the positive that is in it and not be blinded by the hurt inside of us when caring is on our road.

I hope you will not decide to be completally alone and give another chance to your journey.



Please remember that this is only time0 talking. You take whatever you want from what I said and leave the rest there.

[Lexicon78]

I'm in the same position as you are right now. I know that people like me and everything, care about me on some level, but they aren't really there for me when I need them to be. I just think it would be better sometimes to just hide out in a cave or something for the rest of my life. That way I'd never get hurt and nobody could tear me down.

Hang in there...I'm right there with you.