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Dec 14, 2005, 11:48 PM
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My sister keeps popping on my mind lately. She died a long time ago. She was the only one I was close too in my familly. But I think if she would still be alive I wouldn't be close to her today. I think that we would have drifted apart. I think I am the black sheep in the familly because it doesn't make any sense that nobody ever wanted me by their side. So I would have probably did something wrong, with time, to also push my sister away. I think I am the bad one and they probably have good reasons to behave as they do towards me. My sister was a sweet angel.
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Dec 14, 2005, 11:51 PM
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Why are you the bad one, time0?
DJ
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Peace, DJ "Maturity is nothing more than a firmer grasp of cause and effect." -Bob "and the angels, and the devils, are playin' tug-o-war with my personality" -Snakedance, The Rainmakers |
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Dec 14, 2005, 11:54 PM
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I doubt that anyone we know... you included... has done anything to deserve the whoopin' you're giving yourself on this! I'm sorry you are feeling so poorly... maybe your sister is trying to help you through your tough times? (((hugs))))
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Dec 14, 2005, 11:59 PM
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Time0 maybe shes on your mind extra cause its near the holidays and you two were close...that doesnt change
safe hugs
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Dec 15, 2005, 09:49 AM
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Try to keep in mind that these kinds of "predictions" are heavily influenced by your state of mind. I don't think dwelling on them is going to help. Isn't it possible that you and your sister would be even closer now? You call her a sweet angel...did she do things that make you think that she'd reject you for any reason?
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Dec 15, 2005, 10:11 AM
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My sister was older then I. She moved out and did good. She settle down and she was going to come and get me out of there but she died.
Why am I the bad one? I don't know. Maybe because I'm so different from them. Maybe because they want me to be like them and I don't want too. Maybe my sister would have seen the same thing in me that the others are seeing and she would have also come to hate me. I think and think and think and then I think again. Maybe I'm still waiting for my sister to come to get me. Thank you! |
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Dec 15, 2005, 03:10 PM
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I feel the same way about myself that you do. I also feel like I'm the black sheep and that nobody really wanted me next to them. I guess that's our fate. I don't know.
I'm sorry you lost your sister. I think that the holidays do make it especially hard. I know I'm struggling with them this year. I hope you hang in there. If you need to talk I am here.
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