I hate myself. I just caused someone to dislike me I hate myself. I just cut myself. I just had sucicde thoughts I am fed up! I am so stupid for being horrible (((((((((( I might sufficate myself as well

[eskielover]

Ok, so WHAT did you do that caused the someone to dislike you? It's best to analyze it before jumping to conclusions that it was YOU that caused it. It might be their issues & not you that is the problem here.

When one starts to generalize about things, that's especially when you need to step back & look at the whole situation & not just what your mind sees is as.

PS, I would suggest that you put a trigger on your post

[danii24]

What happened 2dy ????? The other person could be the 1 with the problem. Plz dnt do anyting rash over some one else. talk to us about it hun

Originally Posted by danii24

What happened 2dy ????? The other person could be the 1 with the problem. Plz dnt do anyting rash over some one else. talk to us about it hun

I made someone dislike me. I am horrible. I am a ***** and a mistake.

[danii24]

No your not. what could you have done that is that bad. Are you being too hard on yourself. I hope your not alone right now. Does this person know the effect this is having on you. Ask yourself truthfully did cutting yourself change what happened ???

[waggiedog]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

I hate myself. I just caused someone to dislike me I hate myself. I just cut myself. I just had sucicde thoughts I am fed up! I am so stupid for being horrible (((((((((( I might sufficate myself as well

Hi hunny, I'm so sorry you feel this BUT I understand, I too have felt this, I too have upset folk (well, I thought I had). In life somebody sometime will not like us or take offence at something we have said. Please don't dwell on this hun. I know it's just so hard to ignore our inner thoughts. I understand cutting, done it myself sometimes and still think of it. If you need an ear then I'm here. I too was suiside a few days ago and I know where you are at. Hang in there cos you are worth it, yep, you are. Take care. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[addcolin]

Please be kind to yourself We are listening . . . .
I also have been feeling Si recently, it's hard, but if we all support each other in this, it really helps - Strong of you for expressing yourself with us, appreciate this!
Breathe the wonderful Healing Light in through the Crown on your head, and throw away the poison into the beautiful golden bowl, so it does not go everywhere. Hope this helps.

[skater_gurl]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

I hate myself. I just caused someone to dislike me I hate myself. I just cut myself. I just had sucicde thoughts I am fed up! I am so stupid for being horrible (((((((((( I might sufficate myself as well

Trust me you don't want to go through with this. there's plenty of ppl that care about you. just b/c you made somebody dislike you doesn't make you worthless. you are worth more than you think. I went through the same thing as you are going through right now and i know it's not fun, but please don't end your life. we all care about you

Originally Posted by danii24

No your not. what could you have done that is that bad. Are you being too hard on yourself. I hope your not alone right now. Does this person know the effect this is having on you. Ask yourself truthfully did cutting yourself change what happened ???

It's my fault. I take things seriously and I am too hard on myself. I need my medication, they can help me. I called him a name which was rude but I was joking. It's always my fault.

Originally Posted by addcolin

Please be kind to yourself We are listening . . . .
I also have been feeling Si recently, it's hard, but if we all support each other in this, it really helps - Strong of you for expressing yourself with us, appreciate this!
Breathe the wonderful Healing Light in through the Crown on your head, and throw away the poison into the beautiful golden bowl, so it does not go everywhere. Hope this helps.

Thank you for your reply

Originally Posted by waggiedog

Hi hunny, I'm so sorry you feel this BUT I understand, I too have felt this, I too have upset folk (well, I thought I had). In life somebody sometime will not like us or take offence at something we have said. Please don't dwell on this hun. I know it's just so hard to ignore our inner thoughts. I understand cutting, done it myself sometimes and still think of it. If you need an ear then I'm here. I too was suiside a few days ago and I know where you are at. Hang in there cos you are worth it, yep, you are. Take care. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Thank you. I won't dwell on it. I will try to calm down. I'm sorry to hear you felt sucidal a few days ago. I'll try to hang in there.

[waggiedog]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

I hate myself. I just caused someone to dislike me I hate myself. I just cut myself. I just had sucicde thoughts I am fed up! I am so stupid for being horrible (((((((((( I might sufficate myself as well

Hi hunny, I'm so sorry you feel this BUT I understand, I too have felt this, I too have upset folk (well, I thought I had). In life somebody sometime will not like us or take offence at something we have said. Please don't dwell on this hun. I know it's just so hard to ignore our inner thoughts. I understand cutting, done it myself sometimes and still think of it. If you need an ear then I'm here. I too was suiside a few days ago and I know where you are at. Hang in there cos you are worth it, yep, you are. Take care. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[danii24]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

It's my fault. I take things seriously and I am too hard on myself. I need my medication, they can help me. I called him a name which was rude but I was joking. It's always my fault.

Okay maybe it was, but maybe the other person is a bit over sensitive to!!

Originally Posted by danii24

Okay maybe it was, but maybe the other person is a bit over sensitive to!!

Could be. It's my fault.

[eskielover]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

It's my fault. I take things seriously and I am too hard on myself. I need my medication, they can help me. I called him a name which was rude but I was joking. It's always my fault.

This can be a good learning experience.
1) Being hard on yourself only hurts you & doesn't accomplish anything.
2)you know even more how much your meds help you
3)It's not a good idea to joke around & call people names even when joking.

It has nothing to do with being your fault.....you just haven't learned to handle situations like this & catch it before the words come out.....it takes years of practice & being aware of what you do & say or think before actually saying things so you can catch yourself & think before saying anything.

There is nothing wrong with learning.....it's only a problem when we don't learn from the things we do that are a problem to others. This whole process is all part of growing up & growing older & recognizing what is & isn't hurtful to others......& there is nothing wrong with growing up, it's something we all have to do & go through. You are NOT alone.

[waggiedog]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

I hate myself. I just caused someone to dislike me I hate myself. I just cut myself. I just had sucicde thoughts I am fed up! I am so stupid for being horrible (((((((((( I might sufficate myself as well

Hi hunny, I'm so sorry you feel this BUT I understand, I too have felt this, I too have upset folk (well, I thought I had). In life somebody sometime will not like us or take offence at something we have said. Please don't dwell on this hun. I know it's just so hard to ignore our inner thoughts. I understand cutting, done it myself sometimes and still think of it. If you need an ear then I'm here. I too was suiside a few days ago and I know where you are at. Hang in there cos you are worth it, yep, you are. Take care. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Originally Posted by waggiedog

Hi hunny, I'm so sorry you feel this BUT I understand, I too have felt this, I too have upset folk (well, I thought I had). In life somebody sometime will not like us or take offence at something we have said. Please don't dwell on this hun. I know it's just so hard to ignore our inner thoughts. I understand cutting, done it myself sometimes and still think of it. If you need an ear then I'm here. I too was suiside a few days ago and I know where you are at. Hang in there cos you are worth it, yep, you are. Take care. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

I'm okay now I'm listening to relaxing videos and it's calming me down. Thanks for being nice.

[onedering y]

Originally Posted by addcolin

Please be kind to yourself We are listening . . . .
I also have been feeling Si recently, it's hard, but if we all support each other in this, it really helps - Strong of you for expressing yourself with us, appreciate this!
Breathe the wonderful Healing Light in through the Crown on your head, and throw away the poison into the beautiful golden bowl, so it does not go everywhere. Hope this helps.

Sending you love, light, comfort, hope, we have all been there, done that, stay connected, praying for you!

[onedering y]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

I'm okay now I'm listening to relaxing videos and it's calming me down. Thanks for being nice.

I am so glad you remembered that you have coping skills, things you know will help you get through times like this. Remember, the world needs more people like you who are so sensitive and caring, maybe you were being too tough on yourself

Originally Posted by onedering y

I am so glad you remembered that you have coping skills, things you know will help you get through times like this. Remember, the world needs more people like you who are so sensitive and caring, maybe you were being too tough on yourself

I think I was being harsh on myself. I am fine now. Thank you for being caring.

[just2b]

Same here...close to restraining order, not sure I can contain myself want to lash back !

Originally Posted by just2b

Same here...close to restraining order, not sure I can contain myself want to lash back !

Oh dear :/ I guess the way to lash out is to punch a pillow. It works for me.