Everything spiraled back down.....

I'm 17 and I've dealt with depression for 5 1/2 years. About a year ago I met someone who understood me. They helped me even when I was being completely nasty. I actually fooled myself into falling in love with him. However, some things happened and he suddenly told me never to peak to him again......once that happened, everything got worse.......not only am I depressed and suicidal again, but I'm also abusing drugs, cutting, and starving myself.......

I hate how once you think you've got your life turned around, something happens and your lower then you ever will.

Hello, Idk y! I looked back at your 103!!! post, and I can see how things have so quickly become difficult for you again. Are there people, doctors, agencies to whom you can turn for help so you don't have to face this all alone?

Here's hoping things turn around as quickly as they came - please keep posting.