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Location: New Jersey
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Sep 11, 2011 at 02:06 AM
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I am so tired of trying to be all right by acting all right. I've finally broken down and told my family exactly how I feel. Which is that if I don't get some kind of help or change soon, I'm going to loose it completely.
I tried to get into one of the local psych wards today, but they are both full up. I have to wait till Monday to do anything else. On Monday I'm gonna start calling around for a psychiatrist, but it will probably take a few weeks before I can go see one. I want a therapist to, but it will be the same thing there. I am probably going to take whatever comes first, pdoc, t, or hospital. I just hope that something changes soon. I'm not thinking about death, I just want to feel better. I want to be my old self again. I want to feel something instead of just being down or numb or with my thoughts all scattered. I keep crying all the time for no reason. I just don't know what to do. 
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Sep 11, 2011 at 09:31 AM
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Hi Angel,
I'm pretty much feeling the same way - run down and tired of my current situation, trying all kind of remedies to ease this long bout of depression, but not getting the results I want because it seems my brain has all but shut down completely. It's funny, when you think all the fight is gone out of you, a little spark comes back to drive you on a little further. I wish you well and all that's good. I hope with all my heart that you get the help you are diligently seeking and that you rise from this slump. 
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Sep 11, 2011 at 09:45 AM
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(((((((((((( angel ))))))))))))
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Sep 11, 2011 at 01:02 PM
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That little spark is in there!!!! let it chase out all the negative thoughts!!!! even it it is just one negative thought at a time, one minute at a time.... Last edited by Marla500; Sep 11, 2011 at 01:04 PM.. Reason: add a thought |
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Sep 11, 2011 at 03:12 PM
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BrokenAngel1218 and Maria38Divine...
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Sep 11, 2011 at 06:04 PM
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I hope something positive for you happens soon.
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Sep 21, 2011 at 03:09 PM
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I just got back from my new pdoc! I was prescribed Paxil and Ativan and I have to go back in two weeks to see how they are doing. I will start seeing a therapist next week. I'm so happy that I'm finally getting things done. This is great! I feel better knowing that all this crap is finally going to start to be better. Yay!
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Sep 21, 2011 at 04:34 PM
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Thanks for the update, BrokenAngel. Good for you for reaching out and seeking help. Good luck with the new Paxil and Ativan.
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Sep 21, 2011 at 07:57 PM
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Fab-u-lous Angel!!! Wow, keep on going, girl! You can't see me, but I'm actually smiling just reading about your progress
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Sep 22, 2011 at 04:54 PM
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Im so glad you are getting help. Keep posting here and that will make you feel better too.
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Sep 22, 2011 at 06:18 PM
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I'm glad you are feeling better
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Sep 22, 2011 at 08:39 PM
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Thanks for tll the encouragement everyone! I am will continue to post and keep everyone updated. I told my husband earlier; I am not to a point of balance quite yet, but I can at least see that point now.
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