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Old Sep 16, 2011, 07:33 PM
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Wow, i havent been on here in a while.
Since last time I posted a lot has happened:

I got drugged and had non-consentual sex.
I lost my virginity.
I started a new college.
I attempted to kill myself again.
I fell back into my old coping mechanisms.

Just generally been a really crap time. Especially since everyone who i counted as my "friends" are leving to go to uni, so I'm even more lonely than I felt before.
I just dont know what to do. I'm really stuck.
And I'm also worried about me being pregnant. I cant have a child. It's not fair. How could a child grow up happy with me as it's mother? I hope that my abdominal pains are just my body messing up. At least thats only affecting myself.

How are you all? I'll be more active again, i promise. xxxxx

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Old Sep 16, 2011, 08:13 PM
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im ok, just reading your changes, try to do something for your wel being. Meditation, painting, writing, etc.
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Old Sep 17, 2011, 11:33 AM
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Music Rules Me! Hello!
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Since last time I posted a lot has happened... Just generally been a really crap time.
Wow. No kidding. Those are not just a lot of stressors - those are SERIOUS stressors.

I would love to see you obtain practical, caring assistance to get to a better place. I don't know how possible that is; can you find out?

Post as much or as little as you want.
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Old Sep 17, 2011, 01:29 PM
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((((Music Rles Me)))) if it's okay. I am really sorry about the stressors in your life. Like Rohag suggested, can you get a caring professional to help you? Maybe try to find someone at the college counseling center so tha tyou'll be able to afford it. Also it is good that you reached out here. Talk away if you want.
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Old Sep 17, 2011, 04:14 PM
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I would take a pregnancy test to allieviate your worries about being pregnant. If you are, abortion is an option.
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Old Sep 17, 2011, 05:03 PM
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Your college must offer some assitance with counseling or at least help in some way. I would check with them. You've had a lot of life-altering things happen to you, I'm so sorry. We are glad you are back to PC.
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