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Wow, i havent been on here in a while.
Since last time I posted a lot has happened: I got drugged and had non-consentual sex. I lost my virginity. I started a new college. I attempted to kill myself again. I fell back into my old coping mechanisms. Just generally been a really crap time. Especially since everyone who i counted as my "friends" are leving to go to uni, so I'm even more lonely than I felt before. I just dont know what to do. I'm really stuck. And I'm also worried about me being pregnant. I cant have a child. It's not fair. How could a child grow up happy with me as it's mother? I hope that my abdominal pains are just my body messing up. At least thats only affecting myself. How are you all? I'll be more active again, i promise. xxxxx |
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im ok, just reading your changes, try to do something for your wel being. Meditation, painting, writing, etc.
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Music Rules Me! Hello!
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I would love to see you obtain practical, caring assistance to get to a better place. I don't know how possible that is; can you find out? Post as much or as little as you want. ![]()
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((((Music Rles Me)))) if it's okay. I am really sorry about the stressors in your life. Like Rohag suggested, can you get a caring professional to help you? Maybe try to find someone at the college counseling center so tha tyou'll be able to afford it. Also it is good that you reached out here. Talk away if you want.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN |
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I would take a pregnancy test to allieviate your worries about being pregnant. If you are, abortion is an option.
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Your college must offer some assitance with counseling or at least help in some way. I would check with them. You've had a lot of life-altering things happen to you, I'm so sorry. We are glad you are back to PC.
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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