[siempre nada]

Hey everyone! I wasn't sure where I should post this, but I think this is an ok place. So like many of you in this forum I struggle with depression, and have for almost 4 years now. But for very short instances, maybe two days in a span of 3 months, I actually feel GOOD. They're rare, but I live for them, and I'm happy to say that this weekend was the diamond in the ruff. Though they are short and never really fueled by any particular event, they are constant reminders of how my moods can really affect me and my behavior. I know it'll die off soon but I wanted to record and share this with you all.

Thanks for reading,
Siempre Algo

PS: When you read this in your mind what voice do you hear? Is it high pitched? Is it young or old? Male or female? Just curious about mind speech

[alwaysrejoice]

voice is young female normal pitch....that is my voice though maybe that is why i read that way. i have pondered that stuff too.
great job on having a wonderful weekend, i hope you can hold onto it as long as possible. dont set yourself up by saying you know it wont last. maybe it will...

[siempre nada]

No it didn't last. It's gone now I started crying this afternoon after remembering some dark stuff. I feel tired and weak again, but kinda like someone who comes home after a vacation. This is what I'm used to, so i can hang, but thanks for the support. It'll come back again, just not for a while.

[alwaysrejoice]

hopefully sooner than later.... Good luck.