i dont know where this really belongs, but ultimately it makes me experience great depression. so anyway, ive been working and working and busting my ***, come home so tired i want to just sleep, but i stay up until my body cant take it anymore. and my boyfriend and i are losing out physical relationship...either hes gotten frustrayed over something stupid, it just wont work..you know.
and i had to squeeze in other interviews for another job closer to home. and it was my birthday the 25th and of my two days off ive had, i spent in the er for a uti, and clean the whole house. then i get my womanly time seconds before i leave for the er, (i have no dr) and all i want is time home but on my birthday (if youve ever had uti you know the kidney pain) plus cramps on top of it, and it was like a belt of pain. and i just want to lay with my boyfriend and not have so many problems, i drugged myself up last night just to help and it did..buut it didnt i still feel like ****.
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