feeling sick

today took first step in the housing problem,
told 18yr old daughter she just sat there and cried, also told brother in law and my 2 sister in laws asked one to tell mother in law,
husband ok at this point he tried to get hold of his cpn asked for an apointment waiting for her to get back to him,
we went to local club played pool had a chat to some friends drank coke ,
on way home called into local housing office while trying to ask her for some information i started shaking as she talked hubby started going pale got some forms to fill out ,
when we got home he went on the site he uses for support , and then we had a cuddle i cried he said he couldnt cry,
then i sat and filled out the forms shaking hasnt gone trying to act normal as possible for the childrens sake but now im just feeling sick and im still worried about hubby ,
he starts new med tonight as well as the diazapam hope it works ,

(((gentle hugs))) one foot in front of the other, baby steps.... hope it does work for the best