I have good news and bad news. Good news is that, for once, I'm more or less happy. I am now dating the girl I've liked for a while

she's amazing. She actually cares about me

and to me she's everything. Bad news: my anger and depression has been hitting me full force. Every little thing gets me mad, and I have no idea why. I used to play football and take out my emotions in that, but I can't play anymore. Maybe that's why. I dunno :/ and the depression isn't helping. I feel like I've dug myself too deep in a hole and can't get out. I'm trying to upgrade to go to uni, but I'm weeks behind and can't find the motivation. I don't know what to do :/ everything just seems so upside down.