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Old Dec 20, 2011, 12:21 AM
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why dont i just die why am i made to suffer why cant i leave why does everything i do not matter i just want to die why live whats the point if its always like this everything is **** im done why wont my heart stop i just want it to stop someone make it stop please
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Old Dec 20, 2011, 12:32 AM
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(((Damien)))

I am so sorry you feel this way. I felt the same way not to long ago. Please talk to someone and remember you matter and everything you do matters.
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Old Dec 20, 2011, 01:03 AM
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why dont i just die why am i made to suffer why cant i leave why does everything i do not matter i just want to die why live whats the point if its always like this everything is **** im done why wont my heart stop i just want it to stop someone make it stop please
Damien, you're getting to matter to us here at PC. We don't know much about you or have any real understanding of the deep pain & anguish you suffer, but we are here to listen, to just be here with you.

You think you're done & that every tomorrow is just going to be repeats of today. Apparently the universe or god or the great unknown has plans or opportunities for you, and someday something is going to be different.

I wish I had a pill I could give you to make it all okay now, but I don't. I can only tell you that I'm probably about half a century older than you and--can you believe it?--when I was your age I felt remarkably the same. But here I am, still living.

The more things change, the more they remain the same.

I hope you can find even little reasons to stick around & accept the challenge to find your reason for being. And if you do, I wish you as remarkable a life as I've had--full of amazing experiences all over this world of ours, & with the best assortment of people anyone could imagine. Why, some of them I'm just now getting to know--right here at PsychCentral. Truly wonderful people.

Some of them are the people beginning to get to know you.

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Old Dec 20, 2011, 02:44 AM
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why dont i just die why am i made to suffer why cant i leave why does everything i do not matter i just want to die why live whats the point if its always like this everything is **** im done why wont my heart stop i just want it to stop someone make it stop please
I know you won't believe this, but depression can be cured. There are meds that will hold you together, and psychotherapy can banish depression for ever, if you have the courage and patience to go through with it. You may not think you have courage and patience, but that's hwat the meds are for.

I once felt as bad as you do now. Not any more!
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Old Dec 21, 2011, 10:30 PM
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agreeing with all the people above me Life changes all the time. Maybe you're not happy now, but you're not even out of high school yet, so a big change is coming your way! Think about that! Maybe your school is not the best place to live but once you're free to explore other places, you can find one much better, and you'll have control over it. Keep holding on to that. You'll find the place you're meant to be.
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