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Feb 10, 2012, 01:22 PM
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So I had one week of feeling ok & now I'm back to feeling like complete crap. I'm really miserable & hating life at this point. I don't want to live anymore, but I won't kill myself. So I'm stuck in a place that's continuously causing me to be depressed. No one understands & I'm not sure that I do. All I want to do is cry, but I can't allow myself to do that. I don't even know why I'm writing this post...I don't expect anyone to even care to respond.
I wish it was just easy for me to give up. Don't have anyone IRL to even talk to about the way I'm feeling. I tried opening up to T to tell her I had thoughts & feeling of dying...she made me regret talking. Who else can I talk to without them worrying about me actually harming myself or threatening to take me to the hospital. I just hate my life & I just feel so alone. People can tell me all day that I'm not alone, but I am. I'm alone with my thoughts & my feelings of hopeless, helpless, & just not wanting to live. Guess I'll just continue to exist. |
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#2
Feb 10, 2012, 03:49 PM
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(((((((SoFragile88))))))) Looking for that good week for your feeling okay again.
bj
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Feb 10, 2012, 07:58 PM
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I'm feeling the same way right now, too. it's hard to struggle through. can you try a different therapist? maybe the one you have now isn't the best match...
hang in there, and know that I'm right there with you, struggling.
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yes, I'm in therapy (DBT). 
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Feb 10, 2012, 10:56 PM
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Not at the moment because I can't afford a T. She was willing to see me whether I could pay or not...
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Feb 10, 2012, 11:21 PM
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 Hugs to you. Hang in there. You can always post your feelings here. No one will judge you or threaten to hospitalize you. People are here just to support you.
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