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Feb 14, 2012, 02:11 AM
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Any time i get in to a conflict with someone, even if its just a yelling match, or under go any kind of high stress. I begin shaking, i feel like i need to run away, i feel overwhelmed and i start crying like un-controllably and im supposed to be a grown man at 30. I cant control this happening and I dont know what its happening either. It started happening a lot after I was sick with HIV 10 years ago, but I've noticed I been going through emotions. When people dson't seem to understand where I'm coming from, argueing, family fighting, parents argueing . After this i started shaking and getting extremely upset and i was nearly in tears. Then i leave, ive been extremely depressed ever since, not to mention im going through all kinds of stress, financial and health problems. Sometimes I don't even know why I care about my health or going to a Dr anymore or why I even fought for my life.
Im going to my doctor tomorrow and im gonna ask her/him if there is anything she can do so I dont feel emotionally hopeless, a wreck and feel like i want to be dead all the time. OK, It's getting closer to my birthday. 1 day away Feb 15th. I'm turning 31. At this point feel I been given up on, nobody cares anymore or don't want to help out. Even my own family the people I live with. It makes me sad, depressed and so emotionally hurt and can't seem to get passed this. I think why do I go through this everyday and all I did was fight for my life and I have nothing for it. All I'm trying to do is a great thing and race for a good cause. Feels like I have nobody by my side at all. Makes me feels like a complete *** & loser. I can only do so much. Thanks Alot!!!!!! |
 IceCreamKid
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Feb 15, 2012, 10:22 AM
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Hello & Welcome, Yesdog106! Your serving as a Chemo Pal for children and employing your cross-country running skills in the battle against cancer are most praiseworthy -- thank you!
Looking at the health issues you mention in your profile and reading your account of uncontrollable shaking when under stress makes me think you may have a neuropsych issue. Have your doctors ever explored that possibility?
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Feb 15, 2012, 07:47 PM
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Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, happy birthday! Happy birthday to you! And many more!  
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Feb 16, 2012, 05:24 AM
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How was your home environment when you were younger? Maybe that has a link somehow?
maybe you feel your sense of security taken away with your financial and health problems? wish you all the best |
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