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Life sucks. Why do I have to endure day after day being reminded i suck. Can't deal. Can't can't deal and sucks hate hurt so bad. Hurt

Your with us today,and that helps all of us. I may not know you very well, but I do know this, Suprise people that know you, change something on you, and see if you get positve reinforcement.

It's an experiment to show you that you dont' suck and people realize that it's not true and then they see you, strong confident, and willing to make a change. ONe step at a time.

Who on earth is so cruel that they would tell you that you suck?? In MY book, they aren't worth listening to! What kind of person/relative/friend is that? I don't think I'd pay a bit of attention to them. Only someone who is JEALOUS of you would tell you something like that.

You do NOT suck. God doesn't make junk! And YOU are a product of God. Remember that, ok? You are perfect in the eyes of God. And *I* and sure there is NOT a darn thing wrong with you.

So go look in the mirror and TELL yourself that you DO NOT SUCK -- and tell yourself that you love YOU. OK?? It does work if you say it every day! You have to love yourself before you can love anyone else. God bless & please take care. ((((hugs)))) Lee

(((falling star)))) Not sure if I am right here but I believe I sit in your chair. I too live like this but I am getting better. Depression can tell you anything but (you suck) is one of the things that it tells me that is so hard to fight. Depression wants you to believe this - it's another way that depression can take over your mind. Depression is an illness that wants you to give in to it. If depression wins your gone. How I deal with this you suck feelings. It will take some time but fight back. YOU DO NOT SUCK!!!! Take a secound every time depression tells you this and tell depression that, that I do not suck, that is not true. Quit telling me this. It may take some time but I think it is working for me as I seem to hear it less and less. Good luck - know that you are not alone.

Thank you for sharing. I'm just on the verge of tears all the time. I hurt all the time. I hate myself. Just dont know I can handle the restof my life
I cant tell anyone Im scared to say it. But I think it all the time. Going to be alone for 10 days. Kind of scared, but not.

Hang in there, falling star! You have found a good place here at PC. I've been at your level of depression and misery, and I can tell you that it CAN get better.

Sending you hugs and warm wishes.

Thank you so much. This has just hit hard. I am wondering if the fact that someone tried to rape me this week has brought this on. I mean it wasn't huge, because he didnt finish. Well, not sure of I'm struggling because of that or maybe im blowing this out of proportion. Its hard because im still processing all this.

FallingStar, that's HUGE, regardless of the outcome. Your reactions are not exaggerated, not out of proportion to what happened.

Please call or go for help. Please keep posting.

Last night i broke down and cried about it. I told someone that means a lot to me. He said that I should report it. Then i started to realize that it was more serious than i thought.

Dear falling star,

Please report it and please get some help. The sooner you can take care of it, the less it will hurt you. You need and deserve some tender care.

Roseheart101

definitely take care of yourself star!!

Im having a hard time fighting this depression..

Do you have enough strength to reach out to people or services near you so you don't have to fight alone?