[jazper]

I'm scared. I have started something that I am not sure is the right thing for me. Everything seems to be falling into place so easily that it worries me. I think that when the hammer comes down on me, it is going to crush what little hope and spark I have in me, until there is, or will be no me any more. I have made my list of pro's and con's and there is more pro's. But one of the reasons for my mental issues was doing the thing I have done. I really didn't want to. I shouldn't have weakened. Now I am so scared. What have I done? How can I stay safe? What is going to happen to me now? Will things work out? Will I end up totally unable to function any more. Why did I do this? I am so stupid.

[Idiot17]

Just wanted to let you know, you're not in this alone. In some way i think i did the same as you. Hope you figure it all out. Gluck
Do you have a t?

[ladyjane4rent]

It'd be so much easier to comfort/converse with you if I knew what happened. Feel free to PM me if you feel like getting into it.

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by jazper

Everything seems to be falling into place so easily that it worries me. I think that when the hammer comes down on me, it is going to crush what little hope and spark I have in me, until there is, or will be no me any more.

Whatever you're up to, Jazper, it is scary, and daring and courageous. I applaud you.

[f.reliant]

Nothing wrong with feeling scared. It just means you need to proceed with caution. Yeh, and I know all about the hammer. The "hammer" and the "other shoe that dropped" and I are very close friends. Funny thing is, I am still here. Still have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. You are not stupid...you are bold. And if you've made the wrong choice believe it or not, you can always "redirect". I hope you feel better soon about your choice. If not, lean on PC for support.

For you