You are a Nobody.

So, what if you were nobody?

Nobody special. No one to live your life with. To celebrate with. To cry with?

What if you couldn't go back home. They didn't want you home.

What if you friends thought that you abandoned them? Because you couldn't find time for them anymore? Because you didn't want to see them anymore? Not like how you are now? Pitiful. Alone. Sad.

Just ugly in all kinds of ways: outside, inside, emotionally, financially, situationally? Just stuck.

People in your life had already started to drift and dwindle away from you, because of how you are, how you have changed.

No longer happy, exciting, positive; but just cold, distant and faded?

So now, all life has been is work, sleep, eat, work, sleep, eat. No future to build on, no skills or talents. Nothing.

What does a Nobody do then? Is someone like that, someone like me, meaningless? Are we just a waste of space? Air and breath? Are we better off dead?

You are not a waste of space. You are a person worthy of love & respect. Hang in there.

What makes a person worthy?

You are only worth when you are "good enough". Example, "no composer was considered worthy of the name until he had written an opera."

What have I ever done, or anyone has done to be worthy of something like love and respect?