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Jul 06, 2012, 12:59 AM
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I have been really depressed and suicidal. I went inpatient for a few days but had to leave due to insurance transferring over. I am waiting for the new insurance to kick in so I can go back. I feel so horrible, so suicidal. I try to stay around people everyday. I hope the insurance kicks in tomorrow but it probably won't until Mon or Tuesday. I am afraid. So very afraid that I will never get better. I know logically that I will feel better at some point, but also I know it will get this bad again. Over and over and over. I hate my life. I hate it. I just don't know how long I can hold on. My T and pdoc know about this.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV   I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. ---Robert Frost |
 ba.ll.oo.n, dillpickle1983
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Jul 06, 2012, 02:16 AM
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So sorry to hear this Lauru! I know the feeling. Sometimes I don't like the good days because I know that it won't last and it makes the bad days seem worse!
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Jul 06, 2012, 02:57 AM
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Yes, it will get better. In the meantime you've got us and we'll be keeping our fingers crossed for you. Just please stick it out.
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