[jegsu01]

The last month has been very bad for me. My depression has gotten worse, but the last couple of days have been alittle different. I have been able to manage to get things done and my mood has been a bit better. Still feeling depressed but it's alittle easier to function.

We changed my meds alittle and I think that may have something to do with it. I still have a week to see if they are really helping before I have to contact my doctor.

Things at my house have not changed very much, my family still doesn't know what is going on and if things continue they will probably never know. They are not all that observant with how I am feeling. Plus, they are ones that think that depression can just be turned off and will go away and not come back.

I am seeing my therapist today. Most of the time I feel alittle bit better after our session, but sometimes I wish I had more time to talk. She is the only one that I have to talk with.

[regretful]

Sounds like some good things are coming out of this, even if it is just being a little easier to function. I hope to get to that point soon. I started some meds (cymbalta) about 4 days ago. Just starting to "feel" it - being medicated that is...Cherish the time with your therapist. I'm sure you will.

[jegsu01]

It takes time but I sure you can get to the point that I am at and be able to function.