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Dec 19, 2003 at 08:30 PM
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Geez I feel like I am asking so much, too much from you all. I just need to let it out. Today was much better... until about an hour ago. Then the bleaks came rushing back. The house is heated to 75 and I am cold to the bone. No I don't have a fever. I am supposed to go out later to eat drink and be merry. I am really going to make an effort to follow through and do this. Fake it til you make it, my sister used to say. I just feel crushed out. Like a old smoked butt. Smelly and rotten. Ok. I know this is bs depression thinking. I am just venting. OK? One of the folks I am supposed to meet is a long time friend who is a therapist. I have already told her what has been going on. Every little detail, more than I have revealed here. I am going to do whatever she thinks I should do. If she says go to the hospital, I am going. If that happens, I may be incommunicado for the duration. Why is no one on chat? I have to go now. I am going to write to my cousin who understands this [censored] all too well.
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Dec 19, 2003 at 10:09 PM
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I was on chat, you had to leave.
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Dec 20, 2003 at 12:35 AM
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i want to say and ask a question here i see you said you are just going to do what she says, to me that seems like bliss to just do as your told .. am i wrong in thinking that?
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Dec 20, 2003 at 02:23 PM
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Bliss to just do as you are told? Not me! I can be a resistant SOB. The best way to tell me to do something is to tell me the opposite. Just kidding, I am not that bad. But, no, I do not think just following orders is a good thing at all. Always question authority. One time I was in the hospital and the nurse, a total imbecile, gave me a cup of 12 Tylenol pills to take. She said it was the doctor's orders. I never got to the bottom of that, but glad I did not just do what I was told to do.
Rule number one - Look out for number one. Rule number two - Look out for number one. <font color=blue>[b] Wherever you go, there you are[b]<font color=blue> __________________ "...even the truth, when believed, is a lie. You must experience the truth, not believe it." Werner Erhard |
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Dec 20, 2003 at 02:50 PM
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Hey KV,
Vent away friend - that's why we have ears, or in this case, eyes. It helps to write it out - to get input from others. And each time you post/reply? You share a part of yourself with us, and that my friend, makes us pretty darn special! Hang in there ... Ok? Your friend Sam "You'll never know what you're capable of if you don't try." __________________ "You'll never know what you're capable of if you don't try." |
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Dec 23, 2003 at 12:58 PM
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Last report: I am back in the saddle again!
Meds seem to be working and I am feeling unstuck from the muck of the swamp of depression. What a fkg relief! Thank you all for your blessings and support. <font color=blue>[b] Wherever you go, there you are[b]<font color=blue> __________________ "...even the truth, when believed, is a lie. You must experience the truth, not believe it." Werner Erhard |
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Dec 23, 2003 at 01:06 PM
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YAY!!! Good for you, Kvinn!
 Congratulations for fighting the good fight!!  Um... now that you're feeling much better... um... do you think you might just possibly... um... cut down on the "F" word?? It just hurts my ears and eyes... I'm sorry. It would be greatly appreciated, though.  Wise men still seek Him. __________________ Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. |
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Dec 23, 2003 at 01:12 PM
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Congratulations. Good luck with continued clarity and postive outlook!
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Dec 23, 2003 at 01:52 PM
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fook?
What! did you think it meant (^)*&%^)*&^? Oh, no way. I wouldn't couldn't do that. <font color=blue>[b] Wherever you go, there you are[b]<font color=blue> __________________ "...even the truth, when believed, is a lie. You must experience the truth, not believe it." Werner Erhard |
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Dec 23, 2003 at 04:36 PM
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OUCH!!!!
 hehehe SHTOP DAAAAAAT!!  Thinking I'm gonna cook up another batch of noodles and ask Sam to join me... hehehehe Shtop dat, shtop dat, SHTOP DAT! Wise men still seek Him. __________________ Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. |
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