Hi everyone I am still here and hanging in here I though I was doing better this week I have started getting out of bed and going into the living roomroom to watch tv and being with the family aand even talked on the phone to my aunt who I always break down and cry to when I talk to her and tht went ok but then I went out in public ton the grocery store and the last time I was there I only made it a few minutes before i had to leave this time I was in there nabout 15 minutes and started seeing some of moms old friends anhd I just had to get out of there and I retreated to the bedroom and have not been out of here since yesterday

at least I am loosing a little weight this way I guess thTS A GOOD THING BUT i HAVE TO BE ABLE TO LIVE AGAIN SO NOW i DONT KNOW IF THE WELBUTRIN IS HELPING OR NOT i THOUGHT IT WAS BUT AFTER THIS LAST EPISODE IS IT JUST BECAUSE i AM COMFERTABLE WITH THE PEOPLE i SEE EVERYDAY? SORRY FOR RAMBLING BUT oh shoot sorry for the cap locks not going to retype it didnt mean to yell just fat fingers I hope every one out here is having a decent day George