[alone in the world]

pushing myself to get out this morning , meeting with a case manager from a local MH program and I don't want her to see me this way, and I am not sure I can fake it. I am so close to going back on meds with my Pdr permission, just still this hesitation that meds are not the answer, but therapy is not doing it. have to find a way to pull it together because I do not want another partial hospitalization or for that a full one, I still have the care of the kid at home and no one I trust with her care, not that I am doing a excellent job. just need that extra assurance it will be ok.

hope it all goes well for you today.

try and hang in their okay

((((hugs)))))

[Blue Poppy]

Hello there,

I am sorry you are struggling right now. You are doing the right thing by seeking help, talking to a CM in MH. I had difficulty accepting that I needed to take medication for years. However, after many episodes of depression and a decline in my ability to function with each, I finally realized that I had to help myself and take the drugs. You need to keep yourself healthy for the sake of your kids.............