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Aug 04, 2012, 05:34 PM
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...I guess you already know if you are reading maybe you need someone else to describe it?
right now I am not depressed! ..punch a hole in my day my mood my self whatever it needs no name it all fits nice and snug nice and neat in the black hole .......more than that! not a body no-body nothing gritty absence of love grinding my heart into ash. when there is no religion no philosophy no IMPACT!...nothing no food no water no comfort no movement no expression! when a human cannot pull some kind of face.....you know it's bad pretty bad....no movement walking death and thats just the outside barely explained there is more much more going on inside.... when the outside wants to destroy the inside personal war. ....perfect mind concentrating on suicide all my thoughts have come to this? everything forever I have known are now tuned to burn.... I know I'm useless now I'm not there but I was ... what re-direction does depression need to take to make the depressed make even one choice?... just one... "I won't bring myself undone today!" even the smallest thing a clean bath towel... fold my shirt makes me sad...... everyopne deserves a chance |
 pegasus, Rohag, TerryL, Turtleboy
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