[tomboy2011]

i been depreesed and i dont want to get out of bed and just want to sleep im 15 yrs old and my mom and dad hate it. i hurt my ankle to so its hard to go up and down stairs and when ever i tell my dad my ankle hurts he said his dos to i feel like he is telling me i am making all this up and my mom and dad trigger me to SI i want to get away from all of this. idk if i can handle running away tho please help for some adivse my dad dont know i cut but my mom dos i have some OCD so i like staying in my room where i can keep everything where i like it... i hope this is the right place to put this

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by tomboy2011

i been depreesed and i dont want to get out of bed and just want to sleep im 15 yrs old and my mom and dad hate it. i hurt my ankle to so its hard to go up and down stairs and when ever i tell my dad my ankle hurts he said his dos to i feel like he is telling me i am making all this up and my mom and dad trigger me to SI i want to get away from all of this. idk if i can handle running away tho please help for some adivse my dad dont know i cut but my mom dos i have some OCD so i like staying in my room where i can keep everything where i like it... i hope this is the right place to put this

Hi tomboy.....I'm sorry you're going through all this, sounds really hard. Maybe you could talk to a counselor at your school, or if you attend a church, to your pastor ~priest, etc. It sounds like you need to express what you're feeling to someone who is not involved personally with your family.....someone who might be able to guide you towards getting the help you need. Best wishes to you ~whimsy

[optimize990h]

I hope your T and Pdoc can come to some understanding of your situation so that your medications can reviewed and assessed. I do not which one of those persons are harder to communicate to, but looks like they will have change some things. I hope everything is straightened out soon.

[tomboy2011]

im homeschooled so i dont go out of the house or see other kids

[Kingsley85]

As hard as this is you may have to ask your parents directly for help. For example, to see a therapist and or psychiatrist. It's much easier when your an adult because you don't have to go through anyone. This is probably why I never got help until I became an adult. But you have a big advantage that you are young. You have time to deal with what you are going through before it consumes your adult life. When I was in my partial hospitalization program recently there were people there in there late 50s and 60s that had been suffering their entire life but never sought help until their lives were really negatively affected. In my experience my therapist has become the person I trust the most and sometimes it feels like she is a close friend. I think you would really benefit from this type of relationship. What may be easiest if you decide you want to ask your parents for help is to write them a letter explaining everything. Then just hand them the letter and go to the other room and let them read it. You will probably feel really nervous but for me I think this would be easier than explaining it all verbally. Great truth can make itself apparent in the written form. Let us know how you are doing.

[tomboy2011]

my ankle is keeping me up to like 6am and my mom is getting mad at me for staying in my room when i do hoomeschool in my room and im seeing a T and on meds my mom today asked me if my T knows about how much time i spend in my room and she dos and then she askes about my pdoc and meds i feel like she dont trust me