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Because I know
I shut my eyes not to see Ignore my feelings of what could be Block the beauty of my path Put in pieces what is mine Paint in dark my tomorrow Forget the colors of my rainbow Close the door on my dream Pretend I'm so naive Live on sadness in a shadow Because......... I know......... |
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yeah.
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Insightful
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(((((((((time0)))))))))))
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This post represent my work place.
I like my job very much and I'm good at it. My coworkers are nice to me and respect me. My boss told me that since I'm there the sale have double. He said I was very good at my job and very good with customers. One of my cowokers, who has been working there for 3 years, told me that now she enjoyed coming to work as I put a sparkle in her day. Some young workers told me they wish they have a mother like me. Some people there wants to be close to me, they want me to be more then a coworker but a friend. I can't let this happen. I can't let people get close to me. I can't let them inside my walls or me to get outside of them. Because I know what will happen. Because I have been there before. Because I know the consequences. Because I can't give myself a chance to be free. Because I have someone close to me that will not let me be and I will become more sad then I'm already are. Because I know. |
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I understand
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Ok. But maybe what is happening is you are getting into their lives, not them into you? That would be ok, wouldn't it? More controllable? (((hugs)))
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Thanks for your thoughtful reply Sky
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((((((((((((((((((Time0)))))))))))))) I know the feelings of fear and distrust. Sometimes it improves over time. Maybe just wait and see what develops naturally. Maybe you can do it on your terms. Take care.
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