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Old Dec 11, 2012, 06:15 PM
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I feel like I was to commit suicide but I am too chicken to do it. I have never felt so lonely. I feel alone and worthless. I know my dog and parents would miss me, but I don't care I feel like there is no point to my life and I have no value in being alive. It just feel horrible.

I don't even know how to explain it to someone who has never felt like this. It doesn't sound logical. I just wish I could enjoy my life and the good things that are happening, but for some reason I can't. I feel like I'm not capable of helping myself.
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Old Dec 11, 2012, 10:46 PM
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I felt this way and starting on Prozac caused a complete turn-around. But everybody's chemistry is different, so, unfortunately, there is no guarantee that Prozac would be as helpful to you.
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 03:34 AM
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I know how you feel because I feel the same on a daily basis. You're definitely not alone. If meds don't work, try CBT, DBT, or group therapy. I find talking to others works wonders.

Please continue being a chicken! Chickens are great and suicide is never the answer.
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 04:32 AM
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hang in their.. we're listening.
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 09:32 AM
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Thanks guys. I feel a little better this morning. I had some really weird dreams last night. On my way into work, I was thinking of how I could end it without it looking like a suicide, so my parents wouldn't be so sad. I thought of driving into something. Again, I don't think I'd have the guts to do it.

Just gotta get through today. Smile on my face, go to work, complete the motions...
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 09:26 PM
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"Logical" or not, those feelings are all too real.
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 10:26 PM
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Thanks guys. I feel a little better this morning. I had some really weird dreams last night. On my way into work, I was thinking of how I could end it without it looking like a suicide, so my parents wouldn't be so sad. I thought of driving into something. Again, I don't think I'd have the guts to do it.

Just gotta get through today. Smile on my face, go to work, complete the motions...
Glad ur better. This is a bad patch of time.
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Old Dec 14, 2012, 10:32 AM
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Idk what it is, but I'm feeling a ton better today. I woke up today almost singing b/c I was in such a good mood. Such highs and lows - so weird.
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Old Dec 14, 2012, 11:22 AM
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Idk what it is, but I'm feeling a ton better today. I woke up today almost singing b/c I was in such a good mood. Such highs and lows - so weird.
That's depression! I have some days that I'm convinced I'm perfectly fine and others that I feel as though I can't go on.
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