What are you doing to meet someone? Ive been in several relationships but spent plenty of time alone too so I know how you feel. That constant emptiness needing to be filled. I once had a girl sort of girlfriend who I really just wanted to spend time cuddling with, feeling that closeness and she asked me one day when I was feeling particularly lonely if her kissing me really would make everything better. I told her it would and believed it. She stopped calling shortly after and it really made the emptiness even emptier but you know what? She was right. Kissing her would not have made everything better. Maybe for awhile. It doesnt get better until you can feel complete on your own, then you can really enjoy another persons company because you can enjoy your own. Im single now and dont mind it but I know how you feel. I hope you find someone really good to be with and things get better.
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