[jpfendler]

i came in here to talk, but i just don't know what to say now. sounds stupid. i think im so numb inside, im at lost on what to say. i guess this is one of thoses times that i could just use a friend.
judi

[Sam2]

Originally Posted by jpfendler

i came in here to talk, but i just don't know what to say now. sounds stupid. i think im so numb inside, im at lost on what to say. i guess this is one of thoses times that i could just use a friend.
judi

Some times even when you want to talk, its like a huge iron door that closes and keeps you from talking. That happens to me, perhaps you too?

You mentioned a pain condition. Are you on pain medications? If so, many of those drugs can cause an empty feeling on top of the depression. I have intractable migraines daily, and know that the medications sap your energy. Both physical and emotional. That is a hard humb to get over, because even though the medications help pain, they aggrevate depression

Never feel stupid becuase you can't get your feelings written out. There are no rules for depression, and you can say almost anything here and have people who understand. I'm sorry you feel so miserable. I guess you could consider the forum your friends and sort of an adopted family. Its not quite the same, but know that the support is here.

Sam2

[penguinsing]

Originally Posted by jpfendler

i came in here to talk, but i just don't know what to say now.

I feel similar too.
And I have no one to talk to.