I don't feel like going on anymore!!!!

Hi everyone

I am writing here today because I have been feeling really down lately and I just don't want to go on like this any more. I am constantly in tears and most times I have no idea as to why. I am finding myself not wanting to get up in the mornings to have to face another day. I just wish that I could go to sleep at night and not get up again in the morning. It is just becoming too much for me and I just DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!

Hi Sbaby,

I'm not sure that it's helpful to you, but I feel almost exactly the same way as it sounds you do, everyday. I am also constantly in tears and just want to stay in bed, and don't want to go on like this. So I don't have any particular suggestion for you because it hasn't gotten better for me, in months. But I did want you to know that I "hear you", am experiencing the same thing, and also am here for you. When we're depressed, we feel really alone, but I'm learning through this forum that we're not.

xxx - Grace

I've felt as you do for a long time. I don't know how I go on. Without my husband, I would just end it all. He's my only source of hope for change.

Please talk to someone. Whether it is a friend, family member, or someone who is a complete stranger, I bet it could make all the difference in the world. I can't lie, it is the hardest thing I've ever done to tell someone I was feeling suicidal. And after telling a complete stranger, it was WAY worse to have to tell my parents...but I'm so glad I did. You don't always realize how much people care about you and they don't always know what you're going through. My parents and friends had NO idea. I have not told my parents or friends everything that happened, but I have told my therapist. It has truly changed my life and it has only been a few months that I've been being treated. There is no shame in getting help and if you're having those thoughts you should make the step toward getting help. It isn't easy, but there is help.

I did not the energy to do much posting yesterday But, I know the feeling of having to face another day.

Here are two links that you might find helpful, if you need to talk.

https://www.imalive.org/
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – Suicide Prevention Crisis Hotline

Keep posting here at PC, too.

Hello there, You are obviously depressed, they are all the symptoms, not sleeping or sleeping too much. Are you on anything to help you ?Have you spoke to anybody about this. I do know how you feel. Dreading the next day thats the way I can be sometimes. You are not alone but its cold comfort for you. If you havent already been to your gp I would suggest that you go. Best wishes to you.

Hello 1970sbaby

Your post could have been written by me -- I mentioned in one I sent yesterday, that if someone asked me why I am depressed, I would not be able to tell them. I don't know why I feel this way, but I sure know that I do feel this way. When my GP asked me not too long ago, what is wrong, I said nothing is wrong. I am just sad -- could easily cry

I have lost track of how many times I have said, I do not want to do this anymore. I have spent quite a bit of time on my computer researching all that I can about depression -- for me, mine is chronic.

I have been on med since my late teens -- I am now a senior and am still learning ways to cope with this illness. I am on medication, that has really been a blessing for me.

Keep reading the posts that are sent your way and hopefully you will feel the support and friendship

Take care

I know how you feel, for whatever it's worth -- I've gone through a lot of it in my life. It always helped me to talk about it. Sometime it didn't "make sense" because with my depression, lots of times there wasn't something rational to be miserable about. If you don't feel like you can talk to anyone, you can talk to us here. Feeling so bad can be really tiring -- but talking can lift some of the weight. Seriously.
Many hugs to you

I am so done with everything. Today of all days I just want it all to be done with. I just do not want to face this world we call hell anymore!!!!!

1 I would recommend you call ur pdoc
(Find one if you don't have one)
2. Join a support group
3. Call a 24 crisis line (ppl are not always on this forum and a crisis line can better help you).
4. Consider therapy