[porcelainchild]

I don't know what to do anymore.. My moods are erratic, one minute i am low and suicidal and then i am angry then i am happy and hyper then i am down again.. Me and my partner had a really a really good day today, we spent some quality time together and i was really happy for a few hours then i came home and my mood switched and i am suicidal again and i don't know what to do anymore, i just cannot cope with these feelings anymore..

I keep upsetting my partner when i am suicidal he says it breaks his heart that i am so suicidal and i feel guilty.. I am exhausted from my moods, i just cannot cope with them..

Claire..

[Travelinglady]

I can understand how debilitating these mood swings can be, since I am bipolar. What is your diagnosis? Have you seen a psychiatrist about your symptoms and/or a therapist?

When you are really feeling down, I suggest you get in touch with a professional. It's understandable that your partner gets distressed about it. But please try not to feel guilty. These feelings are not something you can easily control.

I am wondering if you might have some version of bipolar disorder.....

How are you feeling now? What can we do to help?

[THE16THDOCTOR]

I'm bipolar and I've dealt w that a lot. It hurts like hell. I have mixed episodes when I experience high and lows at the same time. It's like being tipped apart I totally understand. It just pops up you could be having the best day and BAM all of sudden your mood just starts swing. I take meds that help regulate my moods (lamactil and lexapro) and that's really the only thing that helped. It sucks when you're in a relationship it's just so hard to explain and for ppl to understand. I hope you feel better. Pm me anytime I have a lot experience. My girlfriend really tries to understand but I've been w others who just didn't care or try to get it.

[CharactorAssassin]

Are very sure your bipolar. People throw that around like a deck of cards. Someone called me bipolar out of the blue once I was like wtf.