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Aug 04, 2006, 01:50 PM
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i had to go back to my old school last night. I said that i would help work a feastival. I was only there for about 20 minutes when i felt my mood going down. I don't really know what it was.
It was like i go there and everything horrible that happened to me this year just came back. This school was probably one of the best times of my life. Yet when i went back i felt like couldn't even breathe. Everybodu was smiling and laughing, and i just wanted to go home. i told them i'd work again tonight but i really don't know if i'm up to it again. (i work one of the kids booths.) I can't understand really why seeing these people has made me worse. I guess its seeing them all happy and me just being one big mess. None of them know about anything, i've never told any of them. I don't i just really don't wanna go back again tonight, but i know i will
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Aug 04, 2006, 01:56 PM
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(((((((((((((((( sammi ))))))))))))))))))))))
I hope that if you do go back tonight, that things will be so much better. Past memories always bring my mood down, even if they are good ones. So I think know what your feeling like, a little. PM me for anything. Take good care, -Megan-
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Aug 05, 2006, 12:11 AM
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Selective memory might have you only remembering -consciously- the good stuff.. yet going back might be triggering hidden / repressed memories?
I hope you can find a way to go back and have some fun! TC.
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Aug 05, 2006, 08:22 PM
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Hi Sammi,
Being in a place where you use to feel so happy in contrast to being there now and how you are feeling at the present time, I think would do that to you. Did you go the second night? How did it go? |
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Aug 05, 2006, 10:24 PM
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Jax,
the second night wasn't as bad. I guess i knew what to expect this time. My emotions were still on the edge but it was a little bit easier.
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Aug 05, 2006, 11:42 PM
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Hope it was easier the second time round, Sammi. As for people being happy while you're a mess: believe it or not, a number of them probably felt the same way.
 Let us know how it all went. |
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Aug 06, 2006, 10:54 PM
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OK wow thank god today was the last day. I was doing ok you know actually starting to relax, and in walks my ex - boyfriend. haha isn't like grand
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