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Member Since Jul 2011
Location: East Coast
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Since I have been here playing arcade and posting my mood changes I thought it only appropriate to explain being here again.
I have been good for a long while but recently I am facing some challenges that are the last thing I expected. I have lost partial vision in one eye suddenly - and the same is beginning in the other one. It seems to be a confusing case of autoimmune activity without any confirmation from tests that I have an autoimmune disease. There is more but this is my worst fear. I have been vigilant to find resources and investigate my options as I am self supporting and live alone. I drive carefully but have had a few concerns here and there. My usual way of coping is to withdraw but I am being encouraged to outreach instead for support. I have to admit that I do feel better talking about it rather than sitting in my head. Aside from my eye sight getting worse - I fear my depressive thoughts will sink me into self pity (as my MD just reminded me of what happened last year when he tried to help me with something else). I would rather cope and live my life to the best that I can. Thanks for reading and support in advance. |
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Member Since Jan 2012
Location: Spring, Texas
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Since I have been blogging I feel like I am not that stupid. However I do want employment to do something more worth while to get a car. I do not own a car and we need a little more money. I love my son and I want to be a good mother to him.
Please, read my poems that I write and look at my pictures. I love God and I want to give something back to the world. I am very sorry for all the problems I have heard in the news. God bless America and God bless me and my family. |
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Member Since Mar 2013
Location: NJ
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anyway - i think you're right, it is important to get support. I have found that the best thing for me to do in a depression is the opposite of what I want to do (lay in bed forever). i'm not very sociable which is why i come here. I do hope you figure out what's going on with your vision, and that it is not permanent! keep talking to us, we can at least offer a virtual hug and support :-) __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Member Since Jun 2012
Location: Canada
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Hey,
That's great that you are reaching out for support...I'm amazed at your strength during times of uncertainty. |
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