How are you going to make it thru the day?

My T gave me a book to read so I guess I better read it and that should get me through the weekend. Like all weekend....so I don't have it for more than a week? Argh, I hate borrowing things.

I try not to even think about how I'm gonna do it. I go on autopilot and just do it. I find it the only way to get by otherwise I end up in tears and can't get going. When will this feeling go away? I just want to feel normal again.

How will I make it? Sleep, work, eat fatty foods, play video games, and then masturbate. That is pretty much the extent of my life.

ah, another one of these continuing threads.. like checkiny type threads- i like these

for me, i am going to post a lot on here, listen to a lot of good music, and spend some time with my puppy

I am having my coffee and fruit from the corner café, after sleeping to the voice online reading Bram Stoker's "Dracula" all night (know it so well, it is easy to drift off, and I like the way it is written, as letters and diary entries), in 20min I will shower and wrap in robe and return here while my hair is drying...if I do a little housework (I did yesterday so there is hope) that is good. At about one pm, I will begin, slowly to get ready to go to work...I will walk to work around 2pm...a little after...and then I will think "I have tomorrow off".
I will not think about this routine much. If I think much, well....it isn't a good thing.