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#1
May 19, 2013, 01:46 AM
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.....that it's too hard to keep my house clean
......that i dont feel like brushing my hair or teeth ....that my house stinks and i dont have the energy to do anything about it or even care ...i cant bring myself to excercise even tho i badly need it
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#2
May 19, 2013, 10:14 AM
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I hear that. I just vacuumed my floor. It was disgusiting and I was getting tired of looking at it. Now to haul out all the trash. Ugh! I hate it!
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#3
May 19, 2013, 10:19 AM
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... that I don't wanna do anything but lay in bed all day
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#4
May 19, 2013, 11:35 PM
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That people think I'm not only "lazy," but "crazy" to boot.
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#5
May 19, 2013, 11:52 PM
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That people think we can just "get over it".
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#6
May 20, 2013, 12:46 AM
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That part of me wants so badly to tell someone how I really feel. But I have no one who I feel that I can truly trust, so whenever anyone asks all I can do is smile and say, "I'm fine."
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"The rain keeps crawling down the glass. The good times never seem to last. Close your eyes and let the thought pass."
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#7
May 20, 2013, 01:33 AM
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...that I can't enjoy anything.
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#8
May 20, 2013, 02:35 AM
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That I fell I'm hurting my family
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#9
May 21, 2013, 08:26 AM
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I'm exactly the same and my parents think I'm just lazy.
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#10
May 21, 2013, 08:32 AM
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Quote:
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#11
May 21, 2013, 09:01 AM
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I hate that I can hide it so well, I can fool myself & everyone else for a while. Then the expectations come, from me, from them, and I feel like I fail. Again.
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#12
May 21, 2013, 05:23 PM
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I hate it when people don't understand depression..
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| Cheshire Grin, NWgirl2013, shortandcute
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#13
May 22, 2013, 03:00 PM
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I hate depression because I can't see it or touch it or hold it. If I could, then I could just it hold up and show it to people instead of trying to explain it and they would see it and say, "Oh no, that must hurt so bad! Can I help you get rid of it?"
And if I could pick it up, I could just as easily put it back down before it latches onto me and starts to hurt me and eat away at me and begin growing to affect everyone and everything around me... I could just put it down... because I hate it. |
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#14
May 22, 2013, 03:04 PM
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That I only see my faults and not the great things I have accomplished
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May 23, 2013, 02:59 AM
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I hate that I can't remember which pile of crap in my room I should be digging through to find the... I've forgotten what I was looking for.
You get the idea.
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Current medication (Stress): Venlafaxine 150 mg Previous Medications: Citalopram, Stresam, Espiride, Lamotrigine, Wellbutrin, Epilim (Valproate) Previously diagnosed Bipolar Type II (11/12) |
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#16
May 23, 2013, 02:54 PM
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I hate that people tell me "you make yourself that way."
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#17
May 23, 2013, 03:18 PM
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That I'm never happy
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#18
May 23, 2013, 07:39 PM
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I hate depression because it takes way more energy than I'll have to pretend I've got energy and a good mood.
I hate depression because I push away all my friends. I hate depression because I hate bursting into tears while finally washing my hair. etc etc etc. |
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#19
May 23, 2013, 08:36 PM
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That even on what I consider a "good day" I don't feel happiness like I used to.
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"The rain keeps crawling down the glass. The good times never seem to last. Close your eyes and let the thought pass."
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#20
May 23, 2013, 08:37 PM
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I hate that I have struggled so long with it. And, now, it is worse than ever. All I pushed myself to do in life seems to count for nothing.
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