[xsearchingx]

I'm so frustrated and fed up. I've never been this low before, I'm at around 8 months of being constantly depressed. I have so much rage and hate for everything and it feeds my depression. Most days I don't wanna get out of bed anymore and when I do I just feel tired and empty all day. I feel totally worthless and distant. I guess I have a pretty good group of friends, but most of the time I feel like no of them care, and they've never been through anything I have so they don't understand. I'm just so frustrated and I feel like everythings pointless.

[optimize990h]

Originally Posted by xsearchingx

I'm so frustrated and fed up. I've never been this low before, I'm at around 8 months of being constantly depressed. I have so much rage and hate for everything and it feeds my depression. Most days I don't wanna get out of bed anymore and when I do I just feel tired and empty all day. I feel totally worthless and distant. I guess I have a pretty good group of friends, but most of the time I feel like no of them care, and they've never been through anything I have so they don't understand. I'm just so frustrated and I feel like everythings pointless.

Hello, xsearchingx.



It's good that you have joined. I hope you return to PC to post more.

You did not mention whether you are currently treated by a therapist and/or
psychiatrist or primary doctor. If you can obtain access to a therapist, then the both of you can come up with a goal oriented therapeutic treatment plan.

You are welcome to come to PC for support and get things off your chest. 5 approved posts will give you a chance to try the chat room and use the PC private messaging system to ask questions or get support. Here are a few links in the PC site to get you started.

Depression - Forums at Psych Central
http://forums.psychcentral.com/depre...ns-loners.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/other...st-people.html
http://forums.psychcentral.com/other...oneliness.html

[gracez]

Hi xsearchingx,

Just wanted to say thanks for your post, it's nice to hear from you. I don't have any great advice. But I'm also there, been constantly depressed without a lift for one year this month, and haven't wanted to get out of bed most of those days. I don't have a good group of friends. I'm so glad you're posting and connecting here, because you said your friends maybe don't understand well. Folks at PC can really relate, they've gone thru it or are going thru it and are here to offer support and just be a caring ear.

Best wishes to you

Gracez