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Old Jul 20, 2013, 04:12 PM
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What if it never gets better? What if it's always like this? What if the meds never work? I'm scared now.
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Old Jul 20, 2013, 06:16 PM
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Old Jul 20, 2013, 07:34 PM
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I'm scared now.
Fear.
Write it out. Draw it out. You have the ability to give shapes to your fear.
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Old Jul 20, 2013, 07:41 PM
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I actually thought about that. Maybe depression's only scary cause it has no shape. I thought maybe if I gave depression a voice and a body then it wouldn't be so scary. What if depression was a person? What if suicide was a person?
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Old Jul 20, 2013, 08:10 PM
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it's a question that's always in my mind too.. that I'll never get out of this darkness.. it'll be in my life for the rest of the time I have. But I'm just holding on to hope.. it may be false hopes but then it's better than ruminating all the time.

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Old Jul 20, 2013, 10:14 PM
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I've made it a habit to stick the barrel of a loaded gun in my mouth every single night (I own the gun). I always hope that one night I'll have the guts to pull the trigger.
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