[too SHy]

It seems everything Ts try just makes me feel like an idiot. Especially EMDR, what a waste of time and money. Forget relaxation, self soothing, all this crap. I'm just a wound up spring, can't even ever cry. Crying only makes it much worse. I am getting 0 therapy now in this stupid program they put me into, folks coming to my house. If I could pull myself together....what a miserable situation! I have my meds, I would have died without them. I have no one to confide in. I am exasperated, exhausted and fed up. Anybody?

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by too SHy

I have no one to confide in.

Have you tried to talk to the people coming to your house, or are they so focused on "the program" that they don't hear you?

[too SHy]

Originally Posted by Rohag

Have you tried to talk to the people coming to your house, or are they so focused on "the program" that they don't hear you?

Thanks for the msg. I'm practicing my "broken record" approach. I have a healthy fear of these people putting me in hosp. But I will talk to them and see what happens before I resign this thing. I am not optimistic. Just me. TX.