[scaredtothemax]

I don't even know where to begin. Today started out good. Then out of no where it hit me. I'm so tired of this crap. I've talked to people and I've taken there advice. I was doing so good this weekend last night was one of the best nights I've had in a long time even though I was working it was so much fun. But to day it hit me hard. I feel so alone even in a room full of people. It feels like I'm the only one there.. I wish I could go to sleep and not wake up but I know I can't. To many people need me. They need me but yet I feel like I'm nothing. I don't understand. :'(

[IndieVisible]

The best advice is to listen to what your doc says, not everyone else. Nobody understands depression except other people with depression and doctors to a certain extent because they deal with depression every day with their patients.

Med + therapy!

[widowlost]

Your not nothing and your not alone. Your message could have been my own as I feel very similar. I posted just yesterday thay i wished i could fall asleep and never wake up. I don't know how to stop these feelings or believe me i would let you in on the secret but i do know here is a gpod place to vent tp others who understand and i am so glad your here. I look forward to. getting to know you better
Much love, J

[Rohag]

Hello & Welcome, Scaredtothemax. You have been through a lot. The connections among your current feelings and past traumas may not be obvious, but I suspect they are active and powerful.

You don't need to know where to begin. Please keep posting.

[Shallsally]

Could you be getting depressed maybe?