[Swarley]

Okay I'm having this problem with what I think may be depression. I feel like I can't feel love, inside I just feel like I'm just alive and that's it. I also have a memory problem that I usually didn't have. I could think of what I had last week for lunch but now I can hardly remember certain task I have to do and it takes me a while to solve a simple math problem. Last week I felt great I felt like I loved people especially my girlfriend. But this week I don't feel it. I'm also battling an addiction to porn and masturbation and I feel way worst after I do that. I'm just wondering if I will get better? Is my addiction me doing this over and over making me feel this way or something else?

[sobergirl]

Welcome Swarley. I am not a doctor, just someone who suffers from depression. It sounds like something is going on, but I am not sure what. The sudden memory problems and concentration issues may be a medical issue. I would maybe consider going to see your primary medical doctor to rule out anything on that end. Also, maybe consider seeing a counselor about your addiction. I was addicted to drugs for many years and any addiction is so hard to battle, especially alone. Hang in there.

[jesusplay]

see your PCM, possible neurological issue with memory. you don't sound depressed, just like some typical guy. Stop jerking off, you'll feel much better in the long run vs those few moments of self serving justice.

[Boldman_200567]

Maybe some kind of exercise or sport, keep you active. Boredom can get me into a big funk! Get outside of yourself. Into something that is fun!