Desperate

I am feeling pretty desperate. I need to feel like someone wants to take care of me but nobody seems to care that I am suffering. For the first time in my life I have reached out to people and told them how I was feeling in hopes that they would want to help me but no one seems to care. I emailed my mom (she's deaf so can't talk on phone) and told her I was depressed and couldn't get out of bed. She just said "try to do something". That was a week ago and she hasn't asked how I am doing or anything since. I wish somebody would worry about me.

Do you all have someone?

see a doctor or a therapist.

I personally feel they don't help.

Your result may vary.

Thanks. I do have a therapist but one hour a week doesn't make up for having someone really care. I feel so needy.

Hello & Welcome, Nerak67.
True.

I wonder how your mother would have reacted had you told her you couldn't get out of bed without mentioning "depression?"

I have my grandma, but I feel like she smothers me and it's really too much sometimes. Other than her, I don't really have anyone. As a result, I tend to attach to people to easily which repels them out of my life. It really sucks to feel needy and uncared for.